I can't belive it. Already been monthes, no, a year. And my ex boyfriend is still floating around in my mind. He was different, to. Not just your ordinairy guy.

I felt love. My heart beats every second I think of him. I'm obessed to see him. I want to just hug him. No matter how many times I could say 'I love you,' it just wouldn't be enough.

He was deiffedently different. And When Your Gone, by Avril reminds me of him. All the time we spent together. All the moments we shares, kissing, hugging, or even fighting.

But does that really matter anymore? He's gone. I have absoutley no idea where he's gone. And half of it's probably my fault. At the very end, I could have taken his hand.

Instead, I pushed it away. And I shouldn't had done that.

I love him. Becuase he showed me what love felt like. And I never felt anything close to how he made me feel.

-Elly